New Chapter: part 1

i have written a new post....i will be changing what im saying in this blog because it suits me more...every week I'll post a new chapter about me n my story in the past until present time......because some secrets needs to be told.
n now this is my new chapter....about me:

prologue:
i see now what have become of me in the past....nothing goin to change that...i only seek forgiveness from all
the sins that i have done...but every time i ask for forgiveness i will some how manage to do a sin which i will regret...that's life for you and you have to play in order to live.....................................................................


in this chapter i will tell you how it all began, how it all started. it was a bright shiny morning...and it was my first day in kindergarten....i live in a city called Jogjakarta in a country called Indonesia......anyhow life as a kid who had spent his time in a foreign country and came back to his own country and not knowing how to speak his own language its pretty tough...believe me i struggle for it all my life as a kid.

kindergarten was the most shittiest part in my life...all the kids hate me...and the school bus i always ride on  was like hell...there was this one big fat bitch who wouldn't stop teasing me...hell it was, she had her friends backing her up...who do i have NOBODY!!!! i really want to kill her and fuck her face up...but no, i have to be patient...and anyways who am i kidding i was weak.

a year had past...n my problem at school had some what cease...I'm making friends...but all good things have its opposite thing...a bully in school which he picks on little people like me...i wish i could stand up for my self but i didn't...but if i had i would kill him until he bleeds to the floor....what a fucking life.

i was looking forward to primary school and leave this stinking shit school...but waiting is what i did and waiting has become my friend till this day. 

end of chapter............................................................................................................................................